Lord help me remember...

in a moment of honest clarity i admitted to my s.i.l. this afternoon that the growth that i have seen and experienced with my husband, even small teeny growth, in being able to talk together about what God might be doing in our lives... might be leading us to... and the moments of prayer we have shared... those things i am so grateful for. and in light of eternity, with the rest of our marriage before us, i would not trade a baby for that growth. how could i, truly? i would rather have that growth and see it continue than have a baby and not that growth. prayers have been answered. God knows what he's doing.